When I started at primary school I didn't write stories of happy families and holidays. I wrote about Jack the Ripper and tornados destroying things and to this day I still have no idea why. I suppose we have to laugh about it now. I always loved art and exciting colorful things (except for the goth/emo phase when black and white was the only option) they always have a way of making you feel happy inside. Beautiful colors and textures, patterns and shapes. I was fascinated by the make up section of magazines when they have their powders all crushed together or nail polish all spilling out of its bottle. Everything always looks so vibrant on a white background its a shame when you actually learn to apply this make up that it can look completely different.
I studied beauty therapy not too long ago and it was like beauty boot camp and endless amounts of science lessons all rolled into one. Still, it fits a persona like mine. If you ever needed a huge confidence boost but never got a kick up the ass to do so, this could be a job that would change your life.
So just to keep it short and sweet. My name is Nina, Im keeping my rose tinted glasses on for now. A good girl at heart that always feels like she can't do anything better than just be average. I have amazing and inspirational people in my life that I cherish, I find inspiration from every corner but at the moment Im struggling trying to execute ideas. Anybody else feel the same? So many ideas but no way to execute them. Even the friends that I have lost through them being total bitches or through me being a total bitch and an idiot, I let go and I learn how to be a good honest person and If you try, you find it does work. There is still space for a good old bitch with a friend once in a while just pick someone worth it ;-)
